Am I CoDependent?
What is CoDependency?
Welcome to Co-Dependents Anonymous, a fellowship of men and women whose common purpose is to develop and postive, healthy relationships. The only requirement for membership is a desire for healthy and loving relationships. CoDA does not offer a specific definition of Co-Dependency. We recommend periodically reviewing the Patterns and Characteristics, a kind of a subjective "Am I Co-Dependent?" meter.
The Only Commitment is Your Happiness
The CoDA meeting is where healing takes place by relying on the 12 Steps, 12 Traditions, and a program adopted from Alcoholics Anonymous. These principles include assuring a safe environment of love and acceptance where the only commitment is you working the program at your own pace.
Patterns of Co-Dependency
Symptoms of co-dependency appear in our lives in various ways; co-dependence is not a singular or well defined condition. Being co-dependent is recognized by mental health providers as a significant contributor to various forms of health and psychological distress. Just as each person’s life follows a unique path of accomplishments and disappointments, the challenges we face in our relationships at times can become overwhelming.
The following is a partial checklist is offered as a tool to aid in self-evaluation. It may be particularly helpful to newcomers as they begin to understand co-dependency. It may aid those who have been in recovery a while to determine what traits still need attention and transformation.
- have difficulty identifying what I am feeling.
- minimize, alter, or deny how I truly feel.
- perceive myself as completely unselfish and dedicated to the well-being of others.
- I can take care of themselves without any help from others.
- mask pain in various ways such as anger, humor, or isolation.
- do not recognize the unavailability of those people to whom they are attracted.
Low Self-esteem Patterns
- have difficulty making decisions.
- judge what they think, say, or do harshly, as never good enough.
- value others’ approval of their thinking, feelings, and behavior over their own.
- do not perceive myself as lovable or worthwhile persons.
- need to appear to be right in the eyes of others and may even lie to look good.
- have trouble setting healthy priorities and boundaries.
- are extremely loyal, remaining in harmful situations too long.
- compromise their own values and integrity to avoid rejection or anger.
- put aside their own interests in order to do what others want.
- accept sexual attention when they want love.
- make decisions without regard to the consequences.
- believe people are incapable of taking care of themselves.
- freely offer advice and direction without being asked.
- become resentful when others decline their help or reject their advice.
- use sexual attention to gain approval and acceptance.
- have to feel needed in order to have a relationship with others.
- pretend to agree with others to get what I want.
- act in ways that invite others to reject, shame, or express anger toward me
- avoid emotional, physical, or sexual intimacy as a way to maintain distance.
- use indirect or evasive communication to avoid conflict or confrontation.
- suppress my feelings or needs to avoid feeling vulnerable.
- believe displays of emotion are a sign of weakness.
- withhold expressions of appreciation.
Read the entire Patterns and Characteristics
What can I expect by working the program?
What to Expect by Working the CoDA Program
Recognizing you may have identified some of the traits of being co-dependent, there is good news that perhaps the long journey may lead to healing. The 12 Promises is a reminder of what CoDA has to offer by attending meetings and being active in your recovery to the extent that works for you.